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Tons of people died this year. From celebrities to my classmate and my teacher's dads. But I wasn't so affected. It's not like I knew them personally or shared jokes with them, right? Sure, I saw them in school, but this is different. This is entirely different.

William B. Quijano, Tito Bill Pogi to me, is one heck of a tito for me. He's just freaking awesome. He was the one who'd fix our computer when I still didn't know how to get rid of the viruses on the computer, he was the one who introduced me to Jimmy Smith.. gahd. It's just too soon. Last time I saw him up was that Saturday when Val and I went to Marbel, he was at this carwash place with the IPV. It's just crazy, my brother, daddy, mommy, Valerie, everyone's just heartbroken. During Simbang Gabi I was already tearing up, and while I prayed my usual prayer of the dead after communion I thought I forgot someone, and I was like, shit. si Tito Bill. After that we went to the hospital and there he was. Gahd. I just broke down man.

So this is how it feels when someone you love leaves you.
Christmas party tomorrow. I'd love to talk about the exam and my dress and Spain's gift, but it doesn't feel right.