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i want to bang my head on concrete.
i wish that weird wind on The Happening[worst.movie.ever] would get to me and i'd kill myself.

i hate breaks. i hate vacations. they ruin everything. right now it's ruining my mood for school. we come back from the retreat, and i'm ready for school. but noooo, we had family day yesterday and we didn't have any classes cause 90% of my classmates and teachers were out. either they were at RSPC or rehearsing. what did i do? i played Plants Vs. Zombies all week. now we're having a quiz tomorrow and I also have to do a report for economics. thank God shariah did the visual aids. but i still have to report, right? then that stupid poem for Filipino pa. gahd. I am wayyy behind. I'm losing my focus, and I'm blaming everything[stairway to heaven, Justin Bieber, P.S. I love you, dvds, blogging, twitter] but myself.

i guess it's because I was soo confident with my grades last quarter. ugh. I must not be like Shariah-confident that she would still rank first without studying just cause she was already ranking 1st for 3 years.

in other news, i saw paranormal activity the other night. in the bedroom. all alone. *scoffs* one of the scariest movies of all time my ass. 100 days of summer, on the other hand. I'm on total LSS mode with the soundtrack. the movie was soo good.

I need to get my focus back.