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this morning we found out that the juniors' field trip was canceled, just so that our November 26-28 field trip could push through. right after the 24-26 retreat. i can't come, because i f0rgot to ask my dad's permission, since the date's always tentative. last time they said it was January, now it's November. and i'm too late to submit my name, so i just decided to stay in Davao after the retreat and have my own little field trip. lulz.

i'm also gonna try to take the entrance exam at ADDU, and now my choices have narrowed down to Management Accounting or Business Management. I'm also starting to think about what i'll be doing after college. My cousin graduated a business course at ADDU, and there was a job opening as a waiter/cashier at blugre and he didn't take it, cause he didn't want his friends laughing at him. but you know what? how am i supposed to end up being manager if i didn't go through the bottom, right? i'll work for it, just like my grandfather. look where he is now. that's something i'll always be proud of my grandfather(aside from a street named from his father, Jose Lim Sr. in Cotabato-lolz)- he was so hardworking, and look where it got him! I just want to make him proud, and be fully independent. (i'd say make my dreams come true, but don't you think that's cliché? xD)

the quiz in math was disappointing. I focused on analyzing numbers 1-4, and i totally forgot the formula with number 5. way to go, vanessa. I also have to read ahead on Filipino, read ahead on Economics, try to get Physics right, and make a stupid script for religion. I'm NOT complaining, people. I'm actually thankful to be busy. exams are on 17/18 or 16/17, and i don't wanna cram. funny. i've said that about a hundred times already, but whatevs. lulz

harbinger! i want to be part of it soo bad, but my stupid pride makes me want to teach teh moderator a lesson for excluding me. it's just so unfair. Anna isn't a staff member, Anna didn't attend the workshop, Anna never attends meetings, but nooo. Let's invite her. urgh.

btw, this is my funeral poem. I don't know who wrote this, but I saw this plagiarized on a college publication. xD

When I come to the end of the road,
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in gloom-filled rooms,
Why cry for a soul set free?

Miss me a little--but not too long,
And not with your head bowed low;
Remember the love that we once shared
Miss me--but let me go.

For this is a journey that we all must take,
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the Master's plan,
A step on the road to home.

When you are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And busy your sorrows in doing good deeds.
Miss me - but let me go.