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I'm sorry but I have moved to a journal and a Tumblr and a Diaryland.

(Wednesday, November 11, 2009 / 5:17 PM) - (Friday, May 21, 2010 / 9:47 AM)

i can't just leave my blog.

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tinamaan nanaman ako ng katamaran. T_T

so the other day we got this huge suitcase of my sister's stuff, cause she was cleaning up our tiny dorm room in davao and i decided to poke around for some fun stuff, and i found some cds of korean movies, and after finishing all the dvds i bought the last time i was in davao, we decided to give them a shot. we watched disc 1 of my sassy girl(disc 2 had too many scratches on it), my BF is type B, and the last was Windstruck.



In case you're as bored as i am, and i'm guessing we all are, try watching it. I think it's on YouTube. During the beginning Valerie and I were literally laughing our heads off at the sheer stupidity of the movie, but then by the second part we were crying our hearts out. I haven't laughed that hard in soo long.
I'll be in Davao this weekend for George's Baptism. I can't wait to see her, she just grows soo fast.

Finally got my schedule. (:
I know it's pretty stupid of me to cover up my course, but some people may not like to read my entries, so yeah. xD

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i'm back!

davao now. just came back from my medical check-up at ADDU. i was supposed to get there on a jeep, but i got confused on which one i should get on, so i went on a cab instead. fudge. i really need to learn how to ride jeeps. now. when i sent my application form, the course i filled in was business management. when i took the entrance exam, i chose accountancy. during my medical exam, they asked me which course i was taking, i said english--my pre-law. i think i'm getting myself in big trouble. i hope not, though. (:

i'll be here til April 6th, the first day of registration. i'm here at my grandfather's house, and they don't have wi-fi. so everytime i use the laptop he's right behind me. i hate going online with someone behind me. >_<

i'll be graduating on Saturday, and frankly I just cannot wait to get it over with.
i cut myself on the middle finger yesterday, i know, i know, i'm a genius.
gah, i'm not in the mood to blog. ciao

In addition to the general admission rewquierements, and enetering law student must be a holders of a four-year Bachelor of Science in Arts or equivalent degree and must have earned at least twelve units in English, 6 units in Pilipino, 12 units in Spanish, 6 units in Mathematics, ans 18 units in Social Science (History, Political Science, Economics, Philosophy, Psychology, Current Issues, etc.)
(source)

yes. i am now aiming to become a lawyer. i've realized that i am in fact horrible at math, and there is no way that i can possibly pass, not to mention the board exam-the mother of all board exams, as some people like to say. so yeah. still thinking of which prelaw course to take though. political science seems to be boring, then again i heard it's mostly in english, so i may understand it all. any suggestions? (:

Dear Anyone with Low Self Esteem,

You’re positively beautiful. I love your freckles on your nose, they bring out the colors in your eyes. Your hair frames your face perfectly. Your laugh is contagious and you will always make me smile. Those scars on your knees? They show me that you’ve fallen. That sparkle in your eyes when you smile? They show me you picked yourself up. Your smile is drop dead gorgeous, wear it more often. Who gives a shit if you have acne? Who cares if you’re overweight or underweight, tall or short, tan or pale, an A cup or a D cup? All that matters is that someone thinks you’re beautiful just the way you are and that someone is me. I wish you could love yourself the way I love you, the way your family loves you, the way your friends love you.

http://thelovelybones.tumblr.com

i want to fall inlove againn. but then i would get hurt again.
i guess i have to find someone who'll make it all worth it.

ask me anything

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It would appear that you are experiencing one problem after another. When one problem is resolved, another seems to immediately take its place. It could well be that you are trying too desperately to evade or to escape from your present situation and it is 'you' that is causing the problems to manifest themselves. You need to slow down a little.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.

You feel that you need to move on. You feel that you are not appreciated or valued for what you are and that the time is 'now'. Failure to do so will not afford you the conditions to prove your worth.

~http://colorgenicstest.com/

i was lying in bed last night, with the radio on, when they started playing rivermaya and then parokya ni edgar, two of the only three bands i've succumbed into liking[the other's eheads], ever since i entered highschool.
I remembered the other night, when flery and i were talking about graduation, and she wanted me to cry, but i'm not the kind of person who cries easily. I, unfortunately, am the kind of person who keeps in everything til the moment comes that i would just breakdown for hours.
All this talk about highschool makes me want to just fast forward into college, because i know that in college, i'm gonna have to move on, and not dwell on the past. I've seen my college friends; they're not like, oh gosh, i miss high school all the time. nope, they're too busy thinking about passing and requirements and stuff.

i was absent this morning. that's not usually news, but that means i only have 11 lates or 3 absences left, or else i won't be marching on the 19/18th. anyway, this morning i was too lazy to take a shower, so i decided not to go to school. then at noon, i was supposed to go to school, but when i turned the telly on and hbo was airing this:


how could i say no to that? i've always, always wanted to see the bucket list. Greysh used that title before, and Jessica Zafra wrote a review on it in Twisted Flicks, and last night i watched the last 5 seconds of the movie, so i just could not let the chance pass.
epic movie. it was everything i knew it would be. i almost even cried, except my my mom was there and she's honestly not the type who watches movies like that. anyway, yeah.
the typical reaction to watching this film is to make my own bucket list, but nay. i'm going to live my life first. and just like Morgan Freeman, i'll make a list when i'm about to die. err, of course i'm not sure as to when i'm gonna die, maybe when it feels like so. honestly, i' belong to the 4% who'd want to know when they're gonna die.

i posted the cheating video last night, and Ron-ron, who's real close with CJ, saw it and told him this morning, before I arrived. So when I finally did, all the boys were like furious, and Ray was being his usual retarded, loud and gay self, making parinig about privacy when i was only inches behind me. i honestly could not care any less. he's one of the things i look forward to leaving in high school. he's so damn controlling and just gay. yesterday we were all crowding-around 25 ppl in front of Natz' notebook to watch This is Our Story, Flery's movie, and he was so desperate at trying to distract us, he started singing and yelling. gahd. he's crazy, i tell you. another crazy person is Tezza, her moodswings are driving me crazy. she's pretty much a g-girl by now. and by g-girl, i mean that she's as much of an ass like the g-boys. gwapo boys daw. suuure, kids. gahd. if today was any other day, i would hit someone. but it's hot and i was hellah dry, i just shut up and made these:






I'm not good, I know. I was just passing time. We haven't started doing the grad practices yet, but we're still not allowed to skip school. it's bull.

are OVER. chyeaaa.

Graduation's on March 20th, and we're having teh seniors' night on the 12th, i think.
exams were uh.. dating gawi.
open notes, open books, the works.
i even took a video of it, but i'll upload it tomorrow. lulz

let me tell you about the vanessa from three years back.

when our parents asked us where we were studying high school, valerie said Girls-now more commonly known as Siena college, and I said i wanted co-ed, my present school.
Valerie thought I was crazy, and I just said I didn't want to go to where everyone else is going. By everyone I meant all the girls from our class. I wanted to prove that there was more to life than mean girls who liked to pick on us for hating OPM, or because we didn't run fast enough during patintero, or because we liked to say totally a lot.
I wanted to see what was out there, and while i was ready to move on and meet new people especially the ever-famous yap, valerie was pissed.
Now... These people we're saying goodbye to are our actual friends now, and it kills me to have to not see them anymore. but i guess i have to keep moving forward, cause that's life. either you go with the flow, or you get stuck. :3




random moment:
Usher is on Myx.
me: val palitan mo nga yan, yuck usher.
rd: grabe naman to preng.
me: ew preng, he's old!
rd: pero magaling naman siya eh.
me: yeah but he's old. like backstreet boys old. [aj mCclean is on myx with his teenage thing vid]

this morning i was cleaning up and i put on this random cd from 6th grade. what was the first track? confessions part 2. i found myself singing the whole time. haha. i take back what i said. i still love him.

Ninja 1 is Jofel
Ninja 2 is Cj
Ninja 3 is Daniel
Ninja 4 is Rigel

Flery edited this, just thought you guys should see it. lolz
their movie is better than ours by a mile. so yeah. i may not be posting our movie. :D

Tell me if it works.
I don't know what's up with me again. Finals is on Monday, and I'm spending like hell. I hate it!
Slept over at rd's last night, bonding bonding bonding.

I tried to finish the IP, but I guess I was too tired. Gah. I'm off to Flery's for tomorrow, I'll try to get it done. I have to be stress-free by Sunday.
We passed our movie Yesterday, and frankly it wasn't any good. I keep thinking I only like Flery's movie better because it's all new to me. I don't know.
I promised Rd and her sisters we were gonna watch the movies, but the dude from arkowa[place where we had the movie edited] is taking forever to get me a copy, and Flery's still having issues with burning the movie.

I just found out that my cousin has given birth last night. (Kuya Ranger's wife, Genevieve).

I never thought I could use half of my gtec in 24 hours, but yeah.
Note to self: take down anything and everything your teacher talks or writes about in class. You never know when your teacher decides to be an a-hole, and requires 65 pages of notes. I haven't slept in two nights, and I swear, I'm a zombie. What kind of school gives 3 days for clearance signing? gahd. My right hand's been working round the clock writing 30 pages of Physics and 3[(3)(13)] pages of PEHM. gahhhd.

So this morning, Fle came undone. But in a way better manner than I would have. If it was me, I would've yelled at anyone and everyone and cry like a baby. I'm actually pretty happy that I didn't edit the damn movie. So yeah, she was crying and all and I seriously did not know what to do, cause if I hugged her, I knew she was gonna freak. I just had this sudden urge to comfort her and stuff. When she was done, she said she wanted to go home, but she didn't want to go home with her eyes puffy and all, so treated me out for lunch. That's one thing we have in common, I like to splurge and eat whenever I feel like crap. So yeah. We just talked and stuff, and it felt super good to be a friend. I remember all those times I called her a bitch[we talked about it earlier], and now there I was, feeling her pain. It's 4:24am and I'm at Ariel's with PM, printing out the final script for the movie. I talked to her a while ago and she wouldn't say a thing about the movie. Oh well.

so okay, i'm kind of not feeling like uploading the whole movie online, cause it's srsly taking forever. Sorry guys.

This is one of those posts where I have a lot to say, but I'm not in the mood for story telling.

Another note to self: when you feel like blogging, get a pen and paper. Like you used to.

Goodnight peeps. (:

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flery:mag-cbox ka nga, di ako makacomment sa blog mo. :D

real post in 2 days. (:

okay. so Ray, being the perfectionist that he is, decided to get a professional do the editing and the poster. and also, the damn cd case. so what am i to do? nothing. fine. as long as i'm able to graduate, i'm good. there's really nothing you can do when Ray's the leader, what he wants, he gets. So now I'm exerting my efforts to the newspaper in Filipino. which, by the way, is due on Tuesday.

so much shit going on i'm not getting enough sleep. a couple more weeks to go. i cannot wait!

P.S. The trailer and all the movie stuff i planned on posting here are pretty much zero now. sorry guys. (:

...that should be hung naked for all the world to see.

We went to Surallah yesterday for our taping, and it went pretty well. Ephol wasn't able to make it, the weather went off for a bit, but we were able to shoot all day without any major setbacks. We used Elcid's minivan that had an open top, or something and Janilyne brought her family, and they brought food for everyone. I'm still pretty tired from yesterday, but all I wanted to point out today was that we didn't fight. And I'm happy. I used to be all leader-ish, but then after getting into fights with PM and Ray repeatedly about my attitude, I finally learned to suppress my agitation. Last week, Monday, group 2 found out about us-well, me actually, trash talking them and you could literally feel the tension in class. People from Group 1 were not hanging out with people from Group 2, and our english teacher noticed it and talked to us for an hour. So I just shut up. Honestly, it feels weird having to shut up and not have a say, but it's done wonders for me and my friends. Whenever something's up, I would just tell them in their face. I just hate having to be all worried when I find out that people know I'm backstabbing them, so yeah.
We watched yesterday's clips this afternoon, and the clips from the other camera were awful. The scenes were really good, but they were all pixelated, so we decided to do them again. We have plenty of scenes to cover before February 5th, so I'm crossing my fingers we'll be able to pull this off.
It's all about karma.

I've been missing out. All these projects I've had to do, gah. They're all so annoying, but what can I do, right? This is my freaking future I'm working for. We had our teachers' day today. This morning we didn't have a program, although I thought we did.. so I was absent. My eyes still feel horrible, and I can't stay up late as much as I used to anymore.

I'm busy, sure. But I'm not having ANY fun. sucks. Speaking of things that suck, have you guys heard of The Last Song? yeah well that's where I got our movie title. Anyway, Gian has a copy of the book, and she let me borrow it. Then just when I get interested, she takes it back. And there's nothing, nothing that keeps me up at night like a new book. Especially when I can't read it. urgh.

So. About the BFF. I have to move on. Did I mention it took me two years to forget about my ex and THAT year? I keep wondering how long it would take to erase the memory of my life with her. But hey. Maybe someday we'll be friends again. For now, she's gonna have to be Undesirable No. 1.

I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right… these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged.

It’s so hard to say,
But I gotta do what’s nest for me.
You’ll b okay…

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday, but at least for now
I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard… to watch it all… slowly fade away.

I’m leaving today
Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay…

What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to hurt you.
What about me?
What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

Hirap rin pala pag nawalan ka ng best friend. tssskkkk. LINSYAK! Nakakamiss :( Di lang naman ako ang bumitiw e, Pati siya kumalas na rin. Gusto ko rin namang ayusin a. Hindi ko lang alam kung papaano. Pero di nga, nakakamiss si van.

So. Yssa and I are dunzo, right? and she posts this thing on her damn blog.
okayyy. I have been keeping this all in for a while now, and she just blew it.

out of sight, out of mind.

I deleted her on my facebook, crossed her off my links section cause i only put my friends there, and bombarded myself with quotes to keep me from remembering what i cannot believe i did.

love your enemy. but don't forget [s]he is not your friend.
-Paulo Coelho


this is what happened. this is my side of the story. one day i was forced to believe that this friendship was over, and i wanted to know if she felt the same. and i can't ask her flat out, so i had to provoke her, and she tends to get emotional, so i can't say i wasn't shocked when she said she wanted out, that she didn't want her crazy buddy anymore, and i was happy that she realized what i knew all along, but i was NOT happy when she got hurt pretty bad. because i was hurt too, and the last person i wanted to walk out of my life was my best friend, so i begged. I begged her. I never beg. I have never begged anyone ever before. Not my dad, not my mom, nobody. God, yeah. but duh. anyway. she wanted out.

the other day i was in front of our school with tezza, ray, bai and rigel, waiting for rigel's dad to pick us up and take us to one of the probable locations of the movie-yes, rigel and i are not groupmates, but he is reallll good friends with ray, so anyway. i saw her pass on a tricycle, and i was so shocked to see her, i wasn't able to like snob her and stuff, but she did. so i thought she was still mad at me. she's mad at me. she hates me.

so last night she sends out this message that goes like, "you'll always be my bestfriend. :(" and i was like, OH NO YOU DIDN'T! liar liar pants on fire.

So is it gonna me who has to make the first move again? geez. di mo alam pano? talk to me. call me. message me. because srsly, I am sick and tired of having to chase you around, woman. Talk to me. Don't make stupid blog posts making you look like ikaw lang ang nawalan, because FYI, ako rin, okay?

But if you're not gonna make that move, then I'm sorry. GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE. stop making me miserable, because i already am. It's so hard to forget, especially when you're being all cryptic.

at last. physics is over.
i was under the impression that monthly exams were on thursday and friday, turns out i was wrong.
so physics was horrible. Yesterday Sir Tomas said that the heat transfer thing was gonna count for only 10 points, which was great news for me cause I know nothing about solving heat, even though everyone's saying it's wayy easier than mapping or projectile motion. then i find out that it's worth 40 points, so yeah. dating gawi. lulz

we got our cards last Monday, and the academic ranking[nay extra-curricular points] was announced right after. I ranked #10. I was like, what? Vanessa España or Vanessa LIM?!
and Rigel was furious. lolz. he didn't get the best in physics award this quarter--Paolo Batislaong did, so guess what Rigel did. He stopped talking to me and called Paolo his "new friend". What a jerk! whatever. I totally crammed last night, and now my eyes hurt like HELL. and this morning, my eyesight got blurry for like a minute or two. I may have sore eyes. or I'm just getting blind. [by blind i mean i'm gonna start needing glasses.] dayumm.

So anyway. We had an oral exam for religion yesterday, and i got unity. I had to say something about unity for a minute or more, and i literally sucked. I was laughing and covering my face and everything. When the bell rang we asked our teacher, Sir Javison what was the highest score, and he said it was 53/60, and the lowest.. 29/60. That's my grade, and I failed. lovely.

We still have Filipino, PEHM and Math tomorrow. I'm really liking math now.

I want to make kwento about the movie soo bad, but then the other group's director, flery, visits my blog, and it's supposed to be top secret. I promise, though-to post the trailer here. (:

Labels: report card

I guess I was so preoccupied with all the requirements, I completely forgot about prom, until we had this social etiquette seminar last friday. now I'm wracking my brain on what to wear. I want to wear my dream gown, but then i would be wasting money, cause you know.. it's only one night. damn it. i don't even feel like going to prom! we're not having any partners, and i've already been in two high school proms, i'm good.

exams on thursday and friday. and physics is gonna be horrible, i bet. we're taking all the topics from first quarter, and our physics teacher is gonna watch us, so yeah. epic phail.

crap. my procrastination is finally catching up on me. lovely.

movie for english
case study for religion
schoolpaper for filipino

all in a month. yeah. i'm busy. (:

so for the investigatory project- done in less than a week, we missed having the control--pot c. i have photoshop and lazy days in front of the computer to thank for this. (:

gotta go, i have stuff to finish pa. ciaoo

in the meantime, check this out:

i'm going to keep this short. (:
lots of stuff happened this year, the latest me getting drunk for the first time. me and my cousins drank 2 and a half bottles of vodka, and mann. the hangover was horrible. so not doing it again.
also, Yssa and I are dunzo. But hey. Arnem and I are officially friends now, which is awesome.

I only have one resolution: I wanna depend on myself more. I want to be able to let go of everything and everyone I can't control, cause I will only hurt from them. The only person I can control is myself. How I do things, how i react, who i talk to. It's all about being proactive...chos.


Happy New Year Guys! (:

Time sure flies fast, huh? Classes are gonna be back on the 4th, which means I have to go back to school mode all over again. I have about 20 pages of economics to be copied from Anne's notebook, plus the investigatory project we have to finish. shitload.

I'm done.

Vanessa Marie D. Lim

Noong ika-18 araw ng Mayo,
Nagsimula ang aking kwento
Nang pinanganak ako
Kasama si Valerie, kambal ko.

Vanessa ang binigay sa'king pangalan
Hindi ako palakaibigan
Ngunit pag ako'y nakilala mo na,
Natitiyak kong matutuwa ka.

Maraming nagsasabing ako'y matapang, masungit
Dahilan kaya't marami akong kagalit
Gustuhin ko mang sarili'y magbago,
Mahirap, kaya't ako na lamang ay nagpapakatotoo.

Sampung taong gulang pa lamang ako,
Nang nagsimulang gumuho ang aking mundo
Akala ko noon ito'y perpekto
Pero mali pala, kaya't nagpakatatag ako.

Sa lahat ng aking mga karanasan
Na sukdulan ng pait,
Hinding-hindi ko nalilimutan
Na may kakampi akong nasa langit.

Malapit rin ako sa aking ama,
at lagi naman kaming nagtatalo ni ina
Magkaiba kasi kami ng pananaw sa buhay,
Kaya't mahirap para sa akin na iisa kami ng bahay.

Sa darating na Marso'y magtatapos na ako,
Buhay kolehiyo ang bagong laban,
Hindi ko man lang iisiping sumuko,
Upang pangarap ay makamtan.

Ayoko nang umasa pa
Na tutulungan pa ng iba
Gusto ko nang maging malaya
At tumayo sa dalawa kong paa.

i want to bang my head on concrete.
i wish that weird wind on The Happening[worst.movie.ever] would get to me and i'd kill myself.

i hate breaks. i hate vacations. they ruin everything. right now it's ruining my mood for school. we come back from the retreat, and i'm ready for school. but noooo, we had family day yesterday and we didn't have any classes cause 90% of my classmates and teachers were out. either they were at RSPC or rehearsing. what did i do? i played Plants Vs. Zombies all week. now we're having a quiz tomorrow and I also have to do a report for economics. thank God shariah did the visual aids. but i still have to report, right? then that stupid poem for Filipino pa. gahd. I am wayyy behind. I'm losing my focus, and I'm blaming everything[stairway to heaven, Justin Bieber, P.S. I love you, dvds, blogging, twitter] but myself.

i guess it's because I was soo confident with my grades last quarter. ugh. I must not be like Shariah-confident that she would still rank first without studying just cause she was already ranking 1st for 3 years.

in other news, i saw paranormal activity the other night. in the bedroom. all alone. *scoffs* one of the scariest movies of all time my ass. 100 days of summer, on the other hand. I'm on total LSS mode with the soundtrack. the movie was soo good.

I need to get my focus back.

guess what? i was sick last sunday and monday. it was by far, the worst tonsilitis i have ever had. i swear. i could not speak, i could not swallow my on saliva.. ugh. it was horrible. good thing fadurr came over and brought me meds and kalamansi juice. (mom's at davao cause ate danja is taking teh board exam) anyways, i'm all better now, so thank God.

Bai's still not in school, and we all miss her so much. the truth shall prevail, right? let's hope so.

so, have you guys seen Vampire Diaries? it's interesting. It's like a cross between TrueBlood and Twilight, and less pervertedness. M/T/Th and 8 and Sundays at 1 on Solar TV. haha. just try and check it out, you'll see. Sure, the guy's frowning harder than Edward-whose frown is already annoying, but it's something new. And I'm just drawn to the story. Like why the hell would a vampire write on a diary? and what's with him not being able to go out in the sun without his weird ring? lolz.

• Tito Bruce
  
• Precious
  
• Janilyne
  
• Flery Ann
  
• Aleah
  
• Bai
  
• Christian
  
• Francis *
  
• Klier
  
• Gian
  
• Spain
  
• Anna
  
• Ray
  
• PM *
  
• Kristan
  
• Shariah
  
• Daniel
  
• Rigel
  
• Arnem
  
• Ian *
  

so the field trip's been canceled. why?

so this kid named William Po Lim from St. John had their retreat first, together with St. Jerome. anyway, to make the story short, he sneaked out of the monastery and got hit by an ambulance(ironic), and damaged half of his body, and his face.
i know i should feel sorry for him and all, but how could I? there he was, on the ambulance with his buddy, telling him to blame our Physics teacher - his adviser, for supposedly banishing him from the monastery. AND he even asked our Filipino teacher not to fail him. the nerve!
sure, his face was cut open and his cheek bones were broken and all, but he was told NOT to go out of the monastery, to follow the rules, to behave... heck, his teachers did nothing but remind their students not to do shit. but noo, they wanted to break the rules. There's even this guy, Charles Nama, who reportedly got kicked out for smoking inside the dormitory. ugh. sometimes, I'm just ashamed of being part of this batch.

but it doesn't really matter if the field trip's canceled-to me, at least, since I'm not coming and all. haha. but anyway, let's talk about the retreat. I was supposed to write just 2 letters- Precious and Flery; but then I realized I had so much to say to my classmates, I ended up having to make 14, and I still have 3 letters to go. I spent most of the day in class writing the letters, and my hands hurt SOO bad now. but that's okay, at least I have letters. xDD

we'll be off tomorrow at 7 in the morning, and I haven't even packed yet. haha
ciao

this is what we've been doing since yesterday. no classes cause teachers are with their sections on their retreat and one section's having their feast day and the other.. yearbook pictorial. lulz

thank you, Bruce, Daniel, Precious, Aldin, Jofel and Lemuel. i have never gone farther than level 2. xD

tadaa! ranked 34th in class. my lowest grade on any subject. EVER.
and omg, english was sooo unexpected. im'ma stop trashing ma'am aleta now. after this.
putik, english was soo hard. my analytical skills suck, therefore i failed the effing test. poo. and computer was so annoying, i was so confident i knew everything, i didn't know the codes for round bullets. boo.
speaking of my former favorite subject, WTF? i got a PERFECT score on the quarter exams, and 2 mistakes on the monthly exam. WTF?!?! gahhh. whatever.
i earned Filipino, damnit. i may have opened my book on the quarter exam, but i lived El Filibusterismo before and during the monthly tests, damnit. I read it every night, and stayed in the library at times cause they had a complete Filipino dictionary. hah.
wth economics.

I swear I will:
-clean the classroom even if it's not my day
-lower my voice within school premises, with or w/o teachers.
-shut up especially when people bitch at me, i'll just blog about them. haha.

Labels: report card

Random:

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid. [stamps]
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed an exam.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced. [separated]
Cried yourself to sleep. [never doing THAT again]
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do. [i was accused of stealing cash from a sari-sari store. lol wtf]
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand. [wasn't lemonade, though]
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play. [director, BB]
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
Written poetry. [sucks at it]
Read more than 20 books a year. [but not 20 different books. ]
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed. [i drank a whole bottle of cough syrup, cause i thought it was grape juice. (: ]
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse. [words can be abuse, right?]
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair. [blue and it was AWESOME]
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire. [helped putting out one though]
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

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